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Han Kai An
28 January 2030 @ 07:07 pm








This journal is full of my ramblings about D'espairsRay, and (sometimes) about my personal life as well XD Most of the entries are locked, except for the upload posts, and the ones I don't feel like to lock XD

If you want to make friends with me, just drop a comment here, add me and I'll add you back. After that, please update your journal and comment on mine. That seems to be the only way for us to know each other better you know. Random adds without saying any word will be ignored (-__-)

If you just want my uploaded stuff, feel free to take anything you want HERE. As I said above, all the upload posts are not locked d(^-^)b

In case there is something you want to tell me but don't want to add me, go here.



FO-banner credits to [info]keino13. Thank you ♥
 
 
location: Exam
mood: AAWWWW
music: Juliadoll - Eternity
 
 
Han Kai An
24 June 2009 @ 04:27 pm

Hanoi is TOO hot these days T__T The indoor temperature is always about 37°C (O_O);; That's only one of so many things I need to update after such a long hiatus XDD I'll try to make it short.

About the exams, the result won't be out until mid July. So I can't say I already passed. But I think I did well (^-^)v Anyway forget it. I have a much greater news <3




I'M GOING TO JAPAN THIS AUGUST!!!!!!

Surprised? 8D
In May, my teacher said that she would pick out 2~3 students for a Seminar in Japan this August. The selection was based on our results of previous exams, a report on Japanese History/Society, and an interview. It had been a loooong and extremely tough journey~ I didn't say anything about it just because I didn't dare to get the hope too high..

NOW I'M SELECTED!!!
I'll stay there for 2 weeks. About 10 days in Nagoya ([info]notafanboy, I want to meet you there >w<), and the rest in Tokyo. God, this is going to be the greatest summer I've ever ever ever had!! Since, coming to Japan is always my biggest dream and I've been studying crazily to achieve it you know ;_____________; I'm just so happy *sobs*

But it's a pity that I still can't go to D'espairsRay lives. The schedule of their summer tour doesn't fit with mine. I can go only if I have enough money, I can and I'm allowed to travel alone to Saitama.. Almost impossible isn't it? T__T I make it all the way there but still can't make it to their concerts. Life is always so mean *sighs* However I'll not give up the hope easily >_< I'll try to find a way..

All I need now is just a good part-time job to do in July. I need money!!!! I have a long list of things I want to try while staying in Japan. I don't want to miss anything, that means I'll have to work hard to earn enough money for the trip lol

And, does anyone think I'd better take an English course? (-_-) I can write and read only a little, but my listening and speaking skills are hopeless. If you give me a 10 min clip without subtitles, it'll take me at least haft an hour to make clear what it says.. That's bad!! (>_<)

..err I think this entry is long enough already :0 Then I'll update more next time 8D (This journal has been created for almost 2 years but has only 109 entries O_O I'm sure lazy >_>)
 
 
mood: TOO HOT!!
 
 
Han Kai An
12 February 2009 @ 10:40 pm
The new semester has begun for for about 2 weeks, and my life becomes a boring hell again: just study, schoolwork and homework. I also received my results of the 1st semester. In overall view it's good. But my Japanese writing test turned out to be worse than expected T__T Now I know I can't get the 1st place *sighs* It's okay though, I'll do better this time!!

But I also got something new! XDDD
Pic spam and ramblings here XDDDDDD )

Oh did I talk too much? XDDD
After re-install Windows, now Firefox can display userpics again. It does give a fresh and cool feeling, being able to see your userpics XDDDDDDDDD

Yesterday and today, when I saw LJ notification mails in Inbox, I thought: It's really good to be back huh *laughs* Yeah, I'm back babe ♥
 
 
mood: sleepy
music: 12012 - As
 
 
 
Han Kai An
28 November 2008 @ 11:56 pm




Since I'm very confused about myself right now, I feel like doing this.

Anonymous comment option is ON.
Please reply anonymously about what you REALLY think of me.

PLEASE!

Even if you are not in my f-list, when you drop by my journal and have something you want to tell about me, just feel free to do it.

 
 
location: Home
mood: pissed off
music: Iryu OST
 
 
Han Kai An
14 August 2008 @ 11:07 pm




Because it's meaningless for us to stay in each other's f-list.
I've just realized that after got cut by a person whom I wanted to remove for a while. I gave her comments, I tried to be her friend. But it didn't work.

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Sorry. But this journal is FRIENDS Only. You all know that.
 
 
mood: thoughtful
 
 
Han Kai An
Just a upload post, Friends please skip it ;3 )
 
 
location: Home
mood: blah
music: Buck-tick - Alice in Wonder Underground
 
 
Han Kai An
01 February 2008 @ 06:30 pm
Ok from now on I'll post all my leftovers here :) I'll add more gradually, so don't forget to check it again and again XD If any links expire, feel free to request re-up. But I'm not sure if I can re-up everything .___. Sorry~
Comment if you take please ^.^ Comment is ♡♡♡

You can take the links to anywhere as long as giving me credits :x

dorindoringu )
 
 
location: Home
mood: dorky
music: the GazettE - Guren
 
 
Han Kai An
16 December 2007 @ 10:49 pm
I have Spiral Staircase uploaded already. And as a promise Christmas gift for [info]catfyre, I upload LIQUIDZE and Murder Day DVD as well. Cut into seperate performances :D I'll be happy if you find it useful <3 Just download and enjoy~~~

Just a upload post, friends feel free to skip it XD )
 
 
location: home
mood: energetic
music: D'espairsRay - Yami ni Furu Kiseki
 
 
Han Kai An
30 November 2007 @ 03:01 am
Yesss finally I know how to rip audio file from a DVD by chapter xDD So I ripped my 2 D'espa DVDs and post them here. Friends feel free to skip this post <33

Live tour 2006 LIQUIDZE )

Spiral Staircase #15 Final )

I'm going to upload these 2 DVDs too, with seperate songs. Anyone has interest ? ^o^ Agh and I really don't care about credit or something like that. Just download, enjoy and spread your love of D'espa with others *heart*
 
 
location: Home
mood: stressed
music: Dir en Grey - Children