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At last but definitely not least, thank you keino13 for the beautiful FO banner ♥

I always know all good things must come to an end. And now I'm here, desperately missing Japan. But don't take me wrong. I didn't cry my eyes out or keep shouting "Nooo I don't want to be back". It's good to be home really, but I still feel like a part of me is missing. Okay I just need a few days to make everything normal~

But D'espairsRay ;__; I can't describe how much I miss them. Just now I listened to some songs which I've listened at live and my tears came out immediately. I don't dare to listen anything anymore, I'm so afraid the sound of the live would fade soon ;__; But when I'm thinking of the live without listening anything, all the images of it just look like a DVD-live.. how strange :-/ Did I really see them just yesterday's night? The only proof is the ticket. But the useless me has lost it in the plane. I can't believe what the fuck I have done, THAT'S MY FIRST CONCERT'S TICKET!!! *headxdesk*

Okay, so let's bring good memories back again, ( here we go: live-report!! )

And thank you *hugs her f-list* for always support me warmly~
Now I can start a new school-year without any regrets ♥

I'm back from Saitama, and now there are so many feelings that I feel blank. I still can't believe that I did meet them. They was right there, in front of me.. ARGHHHH I JUST NEED MORE LIVE OF THEM!!!
I'll post an English live-report later, if you have interest ;D Now just let me memorize everything first~

( 100%Vietnamese )

D'ESPAIRSRAY!!!!

But why should I think of an end while I still can have fun?

Yeah today I met Mr.K~ He looks so glorious and beautiful at night ;__;



Although I always said I preferred looking Tokyo Tower from afar than climbing on it, I still have to admit that the night view of Tokyo from the tower is amazing~



I have only one day left in Japan, but there is still a live tomorrow ;D Wish me luck to get there fast and safe~ Omg I'm so excited ;__; IT'S A D'ESPAIRSRAY LIVE!!!ASBFGJKGHERGVBAHK

I've arrived at Tokyo v(^3^)v

..And really surprised :0 There are so many people walking on the street, even at noon of a weekday. There are also so many highhhh and bigggg and beautiful buildings. For a little poor Vietnamese girl like me, this is quite a shock! xD But Tokyo people look cold and they seem hurried all the time -__- At this point Nagoya is 23446549 times better ;__; I miss that place. I've met so many wonderful people there and received much of love. Ahhh I also met notafanboy XDDDD You know talking to her in person is even more dangerous than reading her entries! D:

Anyway, this clock is on the wall of a cinema in Ginza. I was lucky enough to go there right in time the clock opened~ XD



But overall, I haven't visited any place in Tokyo yet. Everyone was tired so no one was willing to take me to Tokyo Tower ;_; I wanna go there, to meet Mr.K! It's such a waste, just staying in the hotel room while outside the window is a vivid Tokyo at night ;__;

At last, a present for those who's reading this entry xD
( BUT viewer discretion is advised )

Epic, right?!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Be able to catch the internet again! XD
I've just been back from the Japanese host family. And woa, this homestay thing was great! Everyone was so nice to me!! To be honest, I've been falling in love with this country for ages, but never expected this much until I came here!!! *tears*

This is the girl from the host family. She is 2 years older than me XD The picture was taken at Nagoya TV Tower. Do you see, Lover's Sanctuary? I wonder if I can claim her as my girl-friend now? XDD



The family is awesome really!! When I told them D'espairsRay is my favorite band, they started searching about the band immediately and the next thing I knew was REDEEMER CD they gave me as present ;____;

And look, I also got a Totoro family *laughs* They're cute aren't they <33 Now maybe Tsukasa will be jealous of me? >D




Just now when I checked F-page and saw Final Call PV, I went all panicked~ It would be better if I could cry, instead of being unable to breathe ;__; I was so excited that I didn't listen firmly, so don't expect a proper comment from me XD B,but I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!! *cries*

( But don't be alarmed, I'm not drunk XD )

Once the internet works, I'll spam a lot later and the entries related to the trip will be set public for my friends who don't use LJ to see. So you don't need to mind me much okay~ XDDD

I'm leaving now.
It's raining heavily outside :0 But I'll go no matter what happens! I've waited enough~ XDDD I'll arrive there at 6:30AM (Japan time)..

Then see ya~ ♥

The preparation for the upcoming Japan trip is muuuucchh harder than I thought x__x Too many things to do, especially in the next 5 days. I'm so tired that the excitement almost disappeared. And I also worry that if I get a cold, a cough, or worse - a flu now they will never let me get on the plane. Maybe I should just stay at home and wait until the day? >_>;;

But nothing can stop me now, because..

( .. )

Hanoi is TOO hot these days T__T The indoor temperature is always about 37°C (O_O);; That's only one of so many things I need to update after such a long hiatus XDD I'll try to make it short.

About the exams, the result won't be out until mid July. So I can't say I already passed. But I think I did well (^-^)v Anyway forget it. I have a much greater news <3




I'M GOING TO JAPAN THIS AUGUST!!!!!!

Surprised? 8D
In May, my teacher said that she would pick out 2~3 students for a Seminar in Japan this August. The selection was based on our results of previous exams, a report on Japanese History/Society, and an interview. It had been a loooong and extremely tough journey~ I didn't say anything about it just because I didn't dare to get the hope too high..

NOW I'M SELECTED!!!
I'll stay there for 2 weeks. About 10 days in Nagoya (notafanboy, I want to meet you there >w<), and the rest in Tokyo. God, this is going to be the greatest summer I've ever ever ever had!! Since, coming to Japan is always my biggest dream and I've been studying crazily to achieve it you know ;_____________; I'm just so happy *sobs*

But it's a pity that I still can't go to D'espairsRay lives. The schedule of their summer tour doesn't fit with mine. I can go only if I have enough money, I can and I'm allowed to travel alone to Saitama.. Almost impossible isn't it? T__T I make it all the way there but still can't make it to their concerts. Life is always so mean *sighs* However I'll not give up the hope easily >_< I'll try to find a way..

All I need now is just a good part-time job to do in July. I need money!!!! I have a long list of things I want to try while staying in Japan. I don't want to miss anything, that means I'll have to work hard to earn enough money for the trip lol

And, does anyone think I'd better take an English course? (-_-) I can write and read only a little, but my listening and speaking skills are hopeless. If you give me a 10 min clip without subtitles, it'll take me at least haft an hour to make clear what it says.. That's bad!! (>_<)

..err I think this entry is long enough already :0 Then I'll update more next time 8D (This journal has been created for almost 2 years but has only 109 entries O_O I'm sure lazy >_>)